I?ve decided not to so much embrace this new aspect of my and the 18 year olds relationship, as to fully exploit it for as long as I so desire. She had to work on Friday night but had Saturday night off, and I told her that I wanted to take her out to a nice dinner and shit. She was so excited, like she always gets when I do stuff like this, and before we went out she sucked my dick and swallowed my cum like a good little girl.

I took her to this pretty cool Italian place called Baci in Huntington Beach. It?s more than I wanted to spend but I just felt like having a nice meal and drinking some wine. I also wanted to treat the 18 year old to something nice. Despite what a scumbag I?ll eventually treat her like, I do like her. The night was going totally fine but as we were leaving the place I brought up the Pill, asking her if she?d taken it today.

This little fucking bitch of mine started taking them yesterday after her appointment, but on Saturday ? day fucking 2 ? she?d totally forgotten about them. She didn?t even have them in her purse, and eventually didn?t take it till she got home. Now I know all but like a week of them or whatever are just sugar pills just to keep chicks in the habit of taking them, but if it hadn?t been for me she would have already forgot to take them on THE 2ND FUCKING DAY!

She?s down to abort a pregnancy, but I?d rather avoid that type of horrid scene at all costs. I explained to her how important it was not to forget TO TAKE HER GODDAMN BIRTH CONTROL PILLS as calmly as I could, but inside I started to think that this may be too good to be true. What if she forgets again? What if she?s trying to get me to get her pregnant? So many not-good things were floating around my head the rest of night, so much so that later I almost couldn?t get off to FuckHerRight.com?s Adana. She?s so fucking sexy but the Fear in me is that powerful.

I can?t have some bitch getting pregnant on me. That shit?ll bring out an even darker side to my already sick/fucked up personality.